Ever spend a solid week stuck in your house with nothing to do? Ever do that with 3 kids, a dog, and a cat? Not too much fun.
Now that school has started again for my oldest daughter I was thinking I would be able to get back to my school work easily with little to no distractions. HA! Yeah right! With two little ones running around wild, trying to find a contractor to fix our house, spending the entire morning on the phone speaking with references, insurance companies, and so forth I haven't even had a second to open the web page for my school work. Sometimes I get mad at myself that I even started it in the first place. Knowing that I have two little ones at home all day that require a lot of attention. Sitting at the computer all day makes me feel like I am ignoring them. But say I went to work everyday, then I wouldn't get to see them at all. So I guess it does make a little difference that I get to spend those few minutes changing diapers, filling sippy cups, and making breakfast and lunch for them. Atleast there is a little contact.
I thought school would make the time go faster while the hubby is deployed. In all actuality, I haven't the time for it. Since the car ran into our house I have lost ALL motivation. I still find myself waking up at 3am in fear that something else is going to happen. But I have also been using it as an excuse, lol.
You will come to find that I complain a lot. I ramble on. And I argue with myself. You can call it multiple personalities. I call it so many thoughts so little time.